
「♟」 — Holidays were opportunistic when it came to the recounting of facts. Origin stories, travesties related – marks on the calendar also provided conversational stimulus to those consistently uninterested.
Valentine’s Day, on the other hand, shouldered a certain weight in the mezzanine of Spencer’s mind.
Valentine’s Day often meant solitude – as it had since his youth. The day of Saint Valentinus, later tailored to fit a sugar coated societal view. Annually, the profiler persevered, and compensated for the raw tug at his heart and bones with varying statistics and facts.
Wandering eyes strayed to the perfectly arranged schedule
stationed on his wall. Twelve days.
Twelve days until he would otherwise have been able to take her to dinner.
Or take her dancing – poorly, he might add.
Remind her that her smile healed what she did not know to be ailed.
Or that she was everything in the sky, and behind his eyes.
Twelve days, yes, that he would spend sealed away, illuminating a framed portrait of her with candles and hatred for a holiday altered completely.


「you can hear my body language?」
❝i’m a very good 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒓.❞